Thursday, May 19, 2011

letter to the heart

what do you feel when you can't do something you want?
what do you feel when you can't say following your heart?
what do you feel when you can't find the right direction?
what should you do if you're in that SHOES?

some presence may bring happiness to someone
but sometimes it brings FEAR and PROBLEM
why that presence choose this time?
 the right and accurate answer cannot be found
Please give the ANSWER SCHEME!!!

confusion is the only answer right now
many things linger your surrounding
the best option that been taken may be the worst for others
it cause they didn't feel what you feel
they didn't know what really happen

choose 1:
cruel to others?
@
cruel to yourself?
@
cruel to both? 
yeah!!!!
they might say you're cruel while you're cruel to yourself
they might say you're bad person while you're nice to them secretly
they might say you hurt the heart while your heart is broken at the same time
what's the point?
it's not useless
bring the happiness to everyone while you're still alive
don't decrease your spirit but you can increase your efforts
  
 just ignore those negative judgement
let them say what they want
let them think who you are
as long as you become your true self 
DO what you think the BEST for everyone
don't keep saying sorry for something you didn't do
You're the best person for your own heart
you know who you are
Cheers for yourself
Please find for your own happiness
don't ruin others life

*Ask yourself who you are
you can find the answer at http://www.deepinsideyourheart.com

Thursday, May 12, 2011

u're sooo....

***thanks for everything
yesterday you gave me those simple words
that simple message
those thing calm me down and give a big smile when i wake up :)
it's really impressed me

***you're gone again
emptiness filled my day
can't make time to share that SCARY thing to you
can't hear those MIRACLE message
waiting and waiting
I'm giving your time for yourself
same mistake can't be done this time
i want to say this thing to you (someone gave those pressure)

thanks for making me uncomfortable
yesterday was "hard time"
that expression makes me want to LAUGH
but today it make me want to CRY
it's really SCARED
people are not the same
i'm not the same with the people that you known before
so, don't you think that i will be tricked
(more careful with you)


<my mind is sick>
I'm having insomnia lately
too much to care about
feels like my exam week is not finish yet
hurrrrmmmmm :(






Sunday, May 1, 2011

crazy #&$*^$*^

Situation: I have exam tomorrow
Action: I'm staying up to do my revision

Situation: I'm free tomorrow
Action: Still wake up but sleepy

what's wrong with you huh?
finishing time with doing nothing 
what the &#**
hurrmrmmmm...
don't know what to do
my mind is SICK

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

New Shampoo

Because i can't find the shampoo that i want
i'm trying this brand..
so far so good

i bought the small one cause i afraid it may not suitable for me
i'll buy conditioner ASAP

small one..i'm using this 

big one

conditioner...i want THIS!!!

Monday, April 18, 2011

angry

why?
what's wrong with me?
i get angry easily
:( 

Seriously, i hate myself when i can't control myself
It looks different when i'm changing to another person
you dislike it??? Me too
so, don't make me feel annoying















Thursday, April 14, 2011

sad :'(

 having my last "social theory" class today
suddenly something dropped
one of my favourite bracelet have broken...

 memory is the precious thing that can't be bought with money

decreasing

"It" comes again
I think i'm loosing my weight everyday
no appetite at all
i'm hungry but can't eat!!!!
huhuhu..

i think i should take that "vitamin" again
afraid of my "gastric" will come again
i'm not interested with my medicine that been prepared

so, other initiative should be taken
fruits, you'll be my VICTIM 
no other way 

I♥YOU 
FRUITS