A Lil of Relief

Wahhhhhhh...

it's like i'm free from prison

after struggling in 2 weeks

hard works and efforts paid off

I'm so thankful

even though i miss my family

everything makes me feel wanna have a long holiday

and reminds me of something

-060511-

I'm waiting for you

♥Don't be sad cause of something unplanned happen  as no one will know the reason until it happen ♥

Please~

Sometimes it's hard to know your own "friend"

There're certain people who don't know how to appreciate people

If you have the second chance

then use it PERFECTLY la

don't hope for anything else

and PLEASE

don't break your PROMISE

if you told it earlier, i may consider it

Please pity on me

I'll get sick if i *** more

♥Heart is created to be love and not to be hurt ♥

Didn't recognize

Kinda busy...

Kinda stress..

everything hits me at one time until I lost myself

as if i'm changed into another person

lot of things that i have to think and take care of

dear HEART,

I'm sorry that i've hurt you

but you have to sacrifice for me

we can't be selfish and we can't hurt others feeling

I'm really sorry for you because having an owner like me

♥Hurt yourself than hurt others make different way in your life♥

Guilty

This kind of feeling made my day to the worse

I smile for everyone while my heart is burning

Please, STOP it

Looks like that i get into TRAP that i can't go out

it have been several months

don't you fed up?

your effort won't give any result

You're stick with your decision

I'm going to do the same thing

Just give me a chance to start my day without worrying about this

Someone said this: Life is all about option and the best option will be chosen

♥Your best option might not be the BEST for others♥

good actress

I'm thinking that i should be an actress right now than being a student

I realized that i have that "talent" for a long time ago

but i just ignoring "them"

Now, i'm thinking of you back

oh, my "talent"

you always follow me anywhere

I'm tired showing my good side

can i show my bad side right now???

I'm not perfect and will not be perfect

I can't control myself everytime you do that to me

I prefer to hurt myself rather than hurting you

but please, be kind to me

I'm a CHOCOLATE than will be melting too

i have my responsible to take care of my OWN HEART that been ignored

t.e.a.r.s>>>>please go away =))

♥always be the best in everything is not good enough♥

I.Need.You

Ya Allah,

Please give me PATIENCE and STRENGTH 

~I really2 need it right now~

♥I accept whatever you gave me if  i could♥

Any tips???

"Are you sleepy???"

"Did you cry last night???"

These kind of questions always follow me *sigh*

Yes, i do like to sleep and cry..

but not all the time

It's not my fault if my EYES born to be like that..huhu @_@

So, any tips to reduce my "swollen" eyes???

but, do you know that i'm proud to have my eyes because you don't have it...hehe =))

♥Be proud of yourself cause it shows your identity♥

no title again =)

just passing by and dropped some thought here :)

i can't update my blog cause of line problem at seroja...aiya

but then i still didn't update my blog at home

it's just my EXCUSE...hihi

bcoz i'm addicted to become a sleeping beauty :D

kinda busy lately~

i have to do the exercises that hardly to understand..huhu

today, i'm improved

good job...

hope that there's no test in class tomorrow 

_still in learning process_
*i can't share everything i had last weekend cause someone will annoyed with my post...too many to share..but i can say that i'm EXTREMELY HAPPY ♥♥♥♥

♥don't regret what happened to you as you will appreciate it later♥

♥memory♥

memory seems like our good and bad times

i'm sure that everyone had experienced it a lot :)

and it have to be equal

..if not, it's not a complete life

sometimes i thought that memory was better than current life..

you know why???

memory was certainly past and it was REALITY

what we're having now is not necessarily true

stop it!!!

u're acting is WORSE

♥don't blind your heart if your eyes can't see anymore  ♥

h.e.p.i.t.u.a.d.a.y :p

ENUNG!!!!

22 thn dah kamu...

aku alum gik....testing2 ka2 bhsa ktk... 

1st post dlm bhsa rojak which is more to my mother tongue...

bhsa mlayu SARAWAK lah...boh jelez...haha

oit, makcik..

sory mun shari 2 hari tok mala ngecik ati ktk jak..

ng sgaja plah cmya..

ksian jwak ngn AMAH knk halau dr blit jak2 ow..

tedahnya kedak tetamu x d undang

tp jauh di sudut hati x terniat hati untuk melakukan perkara seperti itu *ayt skema indh*

Naib YDP bh..ehem2..boh jelez..kmk jdi GK-byk mksd tok :p

1st knal ktk memg x rapat la.

tp at least kmk maintain nk???

kmk x prlu joging k cra t'tntu utk part2 yg t'tentu cm yg kmk pdh ya...hoho.

sjak kebelakangan tok mulut kta suma cm mulut longkang

cm kmk jwk kdg2 mood alu swing tek nk... =)

so, mtk maap byk2 mun tkecik ati

esok, plah yg lebh trok gk

x sgka ktk dh tua, lebh2 gk mlm tdik..

memg tua hbis!

bngga mek da kwan cm TUA cm ktk..

UBAN byk alu jak..muahahaha

pesanan Exco2:

boh congek cm tok

kcak x mata purple kmk?kmk da, ktk ada?

kmpem xda...mata kmk mahal u...

boh bna lak tngga, tgoda lak..haha :D

kmk mok wish skali gk

HEPI BFDAY YG KE-22!!!!

with lots of love from us ♥♥♥♥♥♥

together we survive..hihi

xtauk mok pdh pa gk..

mkin byk mek ka2, mkin byk rahsia pecah lak...

anyway, may Allah bless U

hepi owez and all the best 

♥age is not just a number but it shows how matured you are and what you've experienced♥

so, don't hide your REAL AGE

KLMJ

Seems like almost 5 years after what you did to me

I'm not your besties and what so ever

I'm not anyone for you

I'm not care for you and i didn't intefere your matter

You can scold me, you can beat me up

but why "SLANDER"???

It's better for you to kill me!

I knew it may be a simple sentence from you but did you know the effect?

How's my life?

Did you ever thought of it?

DID YOU?

How you feel when you can't even say a single word to protect yourself?

It hurts me to the deepest of my heart

I really want to forgive you but my heart protest~

Just give me time

Sometimes i want to ask "Why you act like this?why you do that to me?why?why?why?

I knew that i'm not as good as you

I knew that everyone will believe you

I knew that i'm quite a trouble maker

but do you know that, i'll never do the same to you

if i did, so what's the difference between you and me?

♥don't act  freely because sometimes the consequences are worse than expected♥

IMY

I always hope for the happiness

but at last sadness hits me this time~

I really miss you right now

all songs reminds me of you

if i could turn back the time

geez..i know i couldn't do that

I tried to be happy for your happiness as i told you that your happiness is mine too

but that happiness hurts me so much

it's been a years after that time left us

and you already knew the reason

we also can't go back to our old times

please don't blame others or the situation that happened to us

I realized it

i always pray for your happiness eventhough i'm crying inside

you love her so much

but you care about me

i'm doing the same thing but don't blame me if i'm not showing it in front of you or just ignored you

it's better for me doing that than make you worried about me

i'll be okay..do believe in me~

♥sometimes we have to be hypocrite for other's goodness, and sometimes we have to lie for other's happiness ♥

exam

Full day with exams

wahhhh

So suprised and relief too~

Once i entered the classroom, my lecturer stand not far from behind of the door

she gave me a white paper

and i felt like errr...what is this???

Then, i knew that i'm gonna have a test

ON SPOT EXAM

i really like it so much..

I like the questions since we do a lot of exercises =)

I really hope that we're able to pass it (20% tu..bengong)

Then, move to another class at 10am..

"sit" to another quiz ~_~

Quite same with previous class

we doesn't know it because we're supposed to learn the new topic today

It's okay then...

it's our duty to be prepared all the time

After class, we're rushing to new campus for my EPP role play

having lunch at there before going to cais in order to search for "theory" book~

but, after that we're having fun..

movie time and raon2 plus makan2... ~khurafat~ <it's like too late to watch it since i don't have any time>

i choose to be more "quite" this time according to my own condition

and someone talk about my "sensitive issue"

i don't get it..It's just like i can't hear the name

my mode changed immediately

you know what???

i miss you ♥♥♥

as result, i'm really tired and it's raining right now

what i'm going to do???

you knew it better than me...hihi zzzzzzz

♥act positively and your day will turns into the positive way♥

??? M.O.D.E

I realized that i'm being too emotional with my previous post..

ahahahah... :D

but, that person really2 made my day to the worst

I start my day with HAPPY mode today

with full day of classes  

a little bit tired i guess but i'm able to stop myself from sleep 

good job...hihi :))

but now, errrrr~

i've been revise Mr B's subject in case there're quizzes for tomorrow

I should change myself this semester

I have to be strong even i'm not that type of person

I wanna see my mum right now

Oh home sweet home...

<i will not be able to take care of myself with my condition>

will be "there" in few days starting from now on..

hamy, U can do it!!!!

♥Be brave and nothing will be impossible for you♥

%^U%^

Hey you!!!

Don't you ever spoil my mood

U're NOTHING to me okay???

I thought that if we doesn't interfere others matter, it will be the same way to us

But, i wonder that why should someone become sooooo BUSYBODY?

do you have too many time to care about everyone...???

You know what?

You're such annoying person

I don't even know who you are

can you PLEASE get away from my life?

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

Let me give you a BIG CLAP...

syabash bete....

Wo mei you shi jian yao kan ni de lian

wo hen ni!

Ni yi wei wo xi huan shen qi ma??????????

 i will be nice if you're worthy to get it

 get rid la...

♥be nice to everyone and they will do the same things for you♥

i don't believe those thing anymore

1st time

What wrong with me?

ahhhhhh...

last 3 hours i seem to be the happiest person

i can do whatever i want since i got the "old" me

whether it's not 100% of me but it's better

so messy.. =_=

don't know what to say

as if i don't know how to speak

like a baby that not able to say something i want

speechless........

it's the first time i'm texting you

since i became the "yellow girl"

always the smarter choice<konon>

you know what???

it's feel weird.

honestly!

i don't know~ 


♥sometimes we need to look back so we didn't fall in the same place♥

lazy

I'm sooooo lazy...

don't even want to update blog for a long time..i guess

It feels like wanna sleep the whole time

I sleep after class...

I sleep after having lunch

I sleep after doing my work

I sleep after online for a little time

All i want to do is SLEEP

Looks like i sleep 2-4 times a day

i love it so much :)

I don't even want to do other things

Laziness hits me this time ~_~

sometimes i think it's better for me to stay at home

then, i will not think something that i shouldn't care about

It's almost 2 weeks...huhu

I wanna go back

please give me HOLIDAY :(

♥Feel free to accept the reality then you'll be happy for it♥

no title

My stomach always make me worry

so, i spend more time with food and sleep

hurmmm~

no medicine-left at home

I really forgot about it cause i took it out from my bag that day

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I stay at college this weekend

Didn't go out for the whole day-it's raining

don't want to be sick ;)

Today, i realize that i've to be strong no matter what happen to me

If somebody can do it, why not me???

I will try my best

wish me luck!!!

♥Love the world and the world will love you back♥

p/s:kakakku syg, ku tauk kmpem ko on9 mlm tok..tlong anta brg ku lupk ya..n mun bait hati, tlong beli yg baru kt klinik ya..haha :D

bli jenis yg sma ya..boh slh beli :p

sad mode???

Sad???

Not me okay..hihi

I'm glad that i'm not in that situation yet

So grateful that everything alright in the beginning of this year

Since i cried a lot last year, i should forget the past and turn to "new book"

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There's a number of our family member had left us one by one last year

it's such a hard time to face and very3 hard to believe

Then, i should say that my mum and one of my uncle that both of them are very though person

 i should follow them

every single thing that happen in our life have their own reason

Actually, my friend share her problem with me today

Both of us always share our story

: sharing is caring ;) :

She felt so sad about something

I knew that you missed your late father and sis so much

but, i hope you'll be strong ;)

I understand that it's so hard to forget it all

i'm not gonna ask you to remove that memory cause i knew it was impossible

then, your "special one" changed a lot..

did he???

sometimes, it's better to let them go than we suffer

Sorry to say those thing to you

I've through it all with almost the same situation

hope you understand

be happy since our journey still far away

InsyaAllah

♥It hurts to dream of things we even hate to remember♥

♥happy.new.year.2011♥

Happy.new.year!!!

Say goodbye to 2010 because 2011 already say HELLO..

I'm not going to write a lot this time..

I'm too tired right now..

Wanna sleep as soon as possible

So, i'm going to share with picture only ;)

my rum8 jue2@ajue :D

hepi new year aunty

may ur fairy tale c0mes true :p

my coursemate@besties: lisa aka lily

hepi n smile owez wif Mr.E 

ngangah enung aka nisa aka ayu 

try to be brave this year..hihi

hope u're happy with qasyah :p

zirah aka mak iti

don't be too emotional & hope u'll meet your mr.right

Ila-coursemate

This year, try not to cry easily :)

I know u're already found your happiness

my "gedikksss" neighbours-hanum & hanis

don't be too naughty this semester okay or i'll pay you back..

haha :D

*Sorry, i can't tag everyone..too sleepy...and for those who sms me, thanks a lot for the wish...i'm very sorry that i'm unable to reply it all..at last, happy new year to everyone and i ♥ all of U..muah3x*

I hope that all of you will always happy in your life