Guilty

This kind of feeling made my day to the worse

I smile for everyone while my heart is burning

Please, STOP it

Looks like that i get into TRAP that i can't go out

it have been several months

don't you fed up?

your effort won't give any result

You're stick with your decision

I'm going to do the same thing

Just give me a chance to start my day without worrying about this

Someone said this: Life is all about option and the best option will be chosen

♥Your best option might not be the BEST for others♥

♥♥♥congratulation♥♥♥

c0ngrats to:

Kastina 

♥

Mosmuliadie

for their wedding =)

Akad nikah *11th of March 2011*

Sanding Day Part 1 *12th of March 2011*

Sanding Day Part 2 *13th of March 2011*

I didn't have too many pic at last day as i have to go back to college

before that, all of us spent little time to visit one member of our big family at HUS

♥Happiness is too great if you know how to enjoy it ♥

IMY

I always hope for the happiness

but at last sadness hits me this time~

I really miss you right now

all songs reminds me of you

if i could turn back the time

geez..i know i couldn't do that

I tried to be happy for your happiness as i told you that your happiness is mine too

but that happiness hurts me so much

it's been a years after that time left us

and you already knew the reason

we also can't go back to our old times

please don't blame others or the situation that happened to us

I realized it

i always pray for your happiness eventhough i'm crying inside

you love her so much

but you care about me

i'm doing the same thing but don't blame me if i'm not showing it in front of you or just ignored you

it's better for me doing that than make you worried about me

i'll be okay..do believe in me~

♥sometimes we have to be hypocrite for other's goodness, and sometimes we have to lie for other's happiness ♥

1st time

What wrong with me?

ahhhhhh...

last 3 hours i seem to be the happiest person

i can do whatever i want since i got the "old" me

whether it's not 100% of me but it's better

so messy.. =_=

don't know what to say

as if i don't know how to speak

like a baby that not able to say something i want

speechless........

it's the first time i'm texting you

since i became the "yellow girl"

always the smarter choice<konon>

you know what???

it's feel weird.

honestly!

i don't know~ 


♥sometimes we need to look back so we didn't fall in the same place♥

sad mode???

Sad???

Not me okay..hihi

I'm glad that i'm not in that situation yet

So grateful that everything alright in the beginning of this year

Since i cried a lot last year, i should forget the past and turn to "new book"

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There's a number of our family member had left us one by one last year

it's such a hard time to face and very3 hard to believe

Then, i should say that my mum and one of my uncle that both of them are very though person

 i should follow them

every single thing that happen in our life have their own reason

Actually, my friend share her problem with me today

Both of us always share our story

: sharing is caring ;) :

She felt so sad about something

I knew that you missed your late father and sis so much

but, i hope you'll be strong ;)

I understand that it's so hard to forget it all

i'm not gonna ask you to remove that memory cause i knew it was impossible

then, your "special one" changed a lot..

did he???

sometimes, it's better to let them go than we suffer

Sorry to say those thing to you

I've through it all with almost the same situation

hope you understand

be happy since our journey still far away

InsyaAllah

♥It hurts to dream of things we even hate to remember♥

again and again~~~

Last night, i had the same dream again and again...

I don't know why but this person more frequently appear in my dream

That was super sweet dream ;)

It make me feels don't want to wake up from my sleep

Even I accidentally woke up, that super sweet dream continued..

haha :D

But then, I feel sad

How would you smile if you know that just a dream???

How would you laugh if you know that the situation will never be like before???

How would you be happy if you know that was impossible and won't be a reality???

WHY???

You know what?

I'm pleased for it...

Yeah, I mean it 

I've been given a chance to get my happiness in a dream

I'm satisfied. I won't ask more than it

Happiness is doesn't mean to get what we want, but how we created it for yourself

Choose your way to be happy..

InsyaAllah, everything will be fine

decision

I've decided to use this song for my blog...

b4 this, i'm using my fav. group 'SNSD', but I prefer this song in this time..

today, my friend ask something to me..

"do u love H  or A???"

actually i don't know the answer..

sorry friend..

I lied to you..

I didn't have the real answer for your question.

but, i would choose A if i can choose but A just came in my dream-same as the title song of this blog..

I realized that i don't have any feeling now..

i hope i can stay in this condition as it will bring more happiness to me..

*i don't want to spend my time to think about that *

I need more time to mend my heart again 

There're still many people beside me..love u all♥♥♥♥♥

dreaming~~~

Why you should come into my life???

Why you exist in my dream???

Why?why?why?

last night dream may brings happiness 4 me, but when i'm awake???

it turns to reality that u'll never come back..

ermmm...wishing that dream will COME again..

please!!!!

maybe it can mend my heart although in a short time..

but, seriously..I'm HAPPY..

I hope that will be reality...huhu :(

p.r.o.m.i.s.e

Have you ever promise someone in your life?

You're LYING if you say you never do...

Me???

I'll try my best to keep it..

Even though sometimes it will not happen..

but, trust me..I will not forget it!!! 

Can I???

You???

Us???

p/s: Please keep your promise because someone will be sad if you're not serious with it

1st of December

New month, new life for me...

as others, i'm hoping that this month will bring happiness to me..please..

just let me happy this time like others..I don't need more of it..

I just want to be happy and hoping that there's no one will leave me, us and my family..

Amin..

Unintended

I want to share something today...Suddenly I remember of this song..I love this song damn much and I often cried if I heard this song. It's one of my fav song..someone had gave me this song in 2008.So, check this out...

You could be my unintended 

Choice to live my life extended 

You could be the one I’ll always love 

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions 

You could be the one I’ll always love 

I’ll be there as soon as I can 

But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before 

First there was the one who challenged 

All my dreams and all my balance 

She could never be as good as you 

You could be my unintended 

Choice to live my life extended 

You should be the one I’ll always love 

I’ll be there as soon as I can 

But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before 

I’ll be there as soon as I can 

But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before 

Before you

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Before I closed my blog, I wanna share my day. I'm on holiday lorh..hihi..My bestfriend "Dil" picked me at unimas and both of us spend our time together as other friends can't join us..huhu...so sad, but we will go out again with others in next time k..1st of all, we have our lunch because we're too hungry. It's so hard to park the car at the spring because so many people on this Sunday. Then, m.o.v.i.e.t.i.m.e "SKYLINE"..not bad..hehe..

*Before I go back, we dropped in DUN to meet boyos...really miss him..I can't share the photo because Dil haven't upload it yet..come on bebek, hurry up!!!haha :D

Last but not least(before i forgot), hepi bfday to my darl..Endang..u're big girl now..so, don't be too childish baby :)