Saturday, February 26, 2011

♥memory♥

memory seems like our good and bad times
i'm sure that everyone had experienced it a lot :)
and it have to be equal
..if not, it's not a complete life

sometimes i thought that memory was better than current life..
you know why???
memory was certainly past and it was REALITY
what we're having now is not necessarily true
stop it!!!
u're acting is WORSE

♥don't blind your heart if your eyes can't see anymore  ♥


Tuesday, February 22, 2011

h.e.p.i.t.u.a.d.a.y :p


ENUNG!!!!
22 thn dah kamu...
aku alum gik....testing2 ka2 bhsa ktk... 

1st post dlm bhsa rojak which is more to my mother tongue...
bhsa mlayu SARAWAK lah...boh jelez...haha

oit, makcik..
sory mun shari 2 hari tok mala ngecik ati ktk jak..
ng sgaja plah cmya..
ksian jwak ngn AMAH knk halau dr blit jak2 ow..
tedahnya kedak tetamu x d undang
tp jauh di sudut hati x terniat hati untuk melakukan perkara seperti itu *ayt skema indh*
Naib YDP bh..ehem2..boh jelez..kmk jdi GK-byk mksd tok :p

1st knal ktk memg x rapat la.
tp at least kmk maintain nk???
kmk x prlu joging k cra t'tntu utk part2 yg t'tentu cm yg kmk pdh ya...hoho.
sjak kebelakangan tok mulut kta suma cm mulut longkang
cm kmk jwk kdg2 mood alu swing tek nk... =)
so, mtk maap byk2 mun tkecik ati
esok, plah yg lebh trok gk

x sgka ktk dh tua, lebh2 gk mlm tdik..
memg tua hbis!
bngga mek da kwan cm TUA cm ktk..
UBAN byk alu jak..muahahaha

pesanan Exco2:
boh congek cm tok
kcak x mata purple kmk?kmk da, ktk ada?
kmpem xda...mata kmk mahal u...
boh bna lak tngga, tgoda lak..haha :D

kmk mok wish skali gk
HEPI BFDAY YG KE-22!!!!
with lots of love from us ♥♥♥♥♥♥




together we survive..hihi
xtauk mok pdh pa gk..
mkin byk mek ka2, mkin byk rahsia pecah lak...
anyway, may Allah bless U
hepi owez and all the best 

♥age is not just a number but it shows how matured you are and what you've experienced♥

so, don't hide your REAL AGE

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

KLMJ

Seems like almost 5 years after what you did to me
I'm not your besties and what so ever
I'm not anyone for you
I'm not care for you and i didn't intefere your matter
You can scold me, you can beat me up
but why "SLANDER"???
It's better for you to kill me!

I knew it may be a simple sentence from you but did you know the effect?
How's my life?
Did you ever thought of it?
DID YOU?
How you feel when you can't even say a single word to protect yourself?
It hurts me to the deepest of my heart

I really want to forgive you but my heart protest~
Just give me time
Sometimes i want to ask "Why you act like this?why you do that to me?why?why?why?
I knew that i'm not as good as you
I knew that everyone will believe you
I knew that i'm quite a trouble maker
but do you know that, i'll never do the same to you
if i did, so what's the difference between you and me?

♥don't act  freely because sometimes the consequences are worse than expected♥



Friday, January 28, 2011

IMY

I always hope for the happiness
but at last sadness hits me this time~

I really miss you right now
all songs reminds me of you
if i could turn back the time
geez..i know i couldn't do that

I tried to be happy for your happiness as i told you that your happiness is mine too
but that happiness hurts me so much
it's been a years after that time left us
and you already knew the reason
we also can't go back to our old times
please don't blame others or the situation that happened to us


I realized it
i always pray for your happiness eventhough i'm crying inside
you love her so much
but you care about me
i'm doing the same thing but don't blame me if i'm not showing it in front of you or just ignored you
it's better for me doing that than make you worried about me
i'll be okay..do believe in me~

♥sometimes we have to be hypocrite for other's goodness, and sometimes we have to lie for other's happiness ♥

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

exam

Full day with exams
wahhhh
So suprised and relief too~

Once i entered the classroom, my lecturer stand not far from behind of the door
she gave me a white paper
and i felt like errr...what is this???

Then, i knew that i'm gonna have a test
ON SPOT EXAM
i really like it so much..
I like the questions since we do a lot of exercises =)
I really hope that we're able to pass it (20% tu..bengong)
Then, move to another class at 10am..
"sit" to another quiz ~_~
Quite same with previous class
we doesn't know it because we're supposed to learn the new topic today
It's okay then...
it's our duty to be prepared all the time

After class, we're rushing to new campus for my EPP role play
having lunch at there before going to cais in order to search for "theory" book~
but, after that we're having fun..
movie time and raon2 plus makan2... ~khurafat~ <it's like too late to watch it since i don't have any time>
i choose to be more "quite" this time according to my own condition
and someone talk about my "sensitive issue"
i don't get it..It's just like i can't hear the name
my mode changed immediately
you know what???
i miss you ♥♥♥

as result, i'm really tired and it's raining right now
what i'm going to do???
you knew it better than me...hihi zzzzzzz

♥act positively and your day will turns into the positive way♥

Monday, January 24, 2011

??? M.O.D.E

I realized that i'm being too emotional with my previous post..
ahahahah... :D
but, that person really2 made my day to the worst

I start my day with HAPPY mode today
with full day of classes  
a little bit tired i guess but i'm able to stop myself from sleep 
good job...hihi :))

but now, errrrr~
i've been revise Mr B's subject in case there're quizzes for tomorrow
I should change myself this semester
I have to be strong even i'm not that type of person

I wanna see my mum right now
Oh home sweet home...
<i will not be able to take care of myself with my condition>
will be "there" in few days starting from now on..
hamy, U can do it!!!!

♥Be brave and nothing will be impossible for you♥