Friday, December 31, 2010

again and again~~~

Last night, i had the same dream again and again...
I don't know why but this person more frequently appear in my dream

That was super sweet dream ;)
It make me feels don't want to wake up from my sleep
Even I accidentally woke up, that super sweet dream continued..
haha :D

But then, I feel sad
How would you smile if you know that just a dream???
How would you laugh if you know that the situation will never be like before???
How would you be happy if you know that was impossible and won't be a reality???

You know what?
I'm pleased for it...
Yeah, I mean it 
I've been given a chance to get my happiness in a dream
I'm satisfied. I won't ask more than it

Happiness is doesn't mean to get what we want, but how we created it for yourself
Choose your way to be happy..
InsyaAllah, everything will be fine

Thursday, December 30, 2010


I have to delay my process to update my blog..
hihi... ^_^
It has been long time i've never watch "Oh my school" on KBSWorld
*today, they make a performance on stage based on Grease Musical..mode=satisfied*

I have done with my e-daftar today..
i think i'm the last person doing it..maybe..
haha :D
that was because i've to pay the fee 1st

I'm going to take 4 core subjects in this semester:
> Approaches to Social Inquiry
> Social Theory
> Computer Application in Planning
> Project Planning and Management
total: 14 credit hours

It's still not enough because maybe i'm going to take 20 credit hours again..
but i still haven't decide it yet
I want to take Japanese but it's too late
already FULL..huhu :(

then, my friend ask me to join her to take english for professional purpose on Friday as we do not have any class on that day..
<my last generic subject, then i'll be free>
at first, I want to take english for real world but I have to accept the fact that I can't take it..
The only choice that left on Thursday (2pm-4pm) at Kampus Timur and it clash with my schedule

It's okay, we still be given another chance to drop the subject and arrange the new schedule ;)

NO CLASS ON WEDNESDAY-dream come true!!!!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010


I've decided to use this song for my blog...
b4 this, i'm using my fav. group 'SNSD', but I prefer this song in this time..
today, my friend ask something to me..
"do u love H  or A???"
actually i don't know the answer..
sorry friend..
I lied to you..
I didn't have the real answer for your question.
but, i would choose A if i can choose but A just came in my dream-same as the title song of this blog..
I realized that i don't have any feeling now..
i hope i can stay in this condition as it will bring more happiness to me..
*i don't want to spend my time to think about that *

I need more time to mend my heart again 

There're still many people beside u all♥♥♥♥♥

Thursday, December 23, 2010


Why you should come into my life???
Why you exist in my dream???

last night dream may brings happiness 4 me, but when i'm awake???
it turns to reality that u'll never come back..
ermmm...wishing that dream will COME again..
maybe it can mend my heart although in a short time..
but, seriously..I'm HAPPY..
I hope that will be reality...huhu :(

Sunday, December 12, 2010


Have you ever promise someone in your life?
You're LYING if you say you never do...
I'll try my best to keep it..
Even though sometimes it will not happen..
but, trust me..I will not forget it!!! 

Can I???

p/s: Please keep your promise because someone will be sad if you're not serious with it

Thursday, December 9, 2010

New skin blog have a new cool huh?
So happy because i manage to replace and update my blog..
miss it soooo much!!!!
<all this time, i'm jealous with my sister because she able to update her blog everyday>
unfair...don't know why this modem act like this to me...what i've done to you??
by the way, starting today i'm not using celcom number anymore..
so, all of you can contact me on my digi number @ maxis @ FB <easier>
you don't have to know the reason but i will get the new number..
will share it with you later :)

Friday, December 3, 2010


Something had been stole by someone...
it's not about personal things or okay???
not related at all...
I want to post something on my fb but that status had been post by someone which is she posted it earlier than me...
you know who you are..huh.. *ngegeh* :p

Thursday, December 2, 2010


Yesterday, i able to check my result for this semester but it's unofficial..but then, i'm a lil bit frustrated...huhu..
it's not the same with my plan.. :(
fell wanna cry...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

1st of December

New month, new life for me...
as others, i'm hoping that this month will bring happiness to me..please..
just let me happy this time like others..I don't need more of it..
I just want to be happy and hoping that there's no one will leave me, us and my family..