Friday, December 31, 2010

again and again~~~

Last night, i had the same dream again and again...
I don't know why but this person more frequently appear in my dream

That was super sweet dream ;)
It make me feels don't want to wake up from my sleep
Even I accidentally woke up, that super sweet dream continued..
haha :D

But then, I feel sad
How would you smile if you know that just a dream???
How would you laugh if you know that the situation will never be like before???
How would you be happy if you know that was impossible and won't be a reality???

You know what?
I'm pleased for it...
Yeah, I mean it 
I've been given a chance to get my happiness in a dream
I'm satisfied. I won't ask more than it

Happiness is doesn't mean to get what we want, but how we created it for yourself
Choose your way to be happy..
InsyaAllah, everything will be fine

Thursday, December 30, 2010


I have to delay my process to update my blog..
hihi... ^_^
It has been long time i've never watch "Oh my school" on KBSWorld
*today, they make a performance on stage based on Grease Musical..mode=satisfied*

I have done with my e-daftar today..
i think i'm the last person doing it..maybe..
haha :D
that was because i've to pay the fee 1st

I'm going to take 4 core subjects in this semester:
> Approaches to Social Inquiry
> Social Theory
> Computer Application in Planning
> Project Planning and Management
total: 14 credit hours

It's still not enough because maybe i'm going to take 20 credit hours again..
but i still haven't decide it yet
I want to take Japanese but it's too late
already FULL..huhu :(

then, my friend ask me to join her to take english for professional purpose on Friday as we do not have any class on that day..
<my last generic subject, then i'll be free>
at first, I want to take english for real world but I have to accept the fact that I can't take it..
The only choice that left on Thursday (2pm-4pm) at Kampus Timur and it clash with my schedule

It's okay, we still be given another chance to drop the subject and arrange the new schedule ;)

NO CLASS ON WEDNESDAY-dream come true!!!!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010


I've decided to use this song for my blog...
b4 this, i'm using my fav. group 'SNSD', but I prefer this song in this time..
today, my friend ask something to me..
"do u love H  or A???"
actually i don't know the answer..
sorry friend..
I lied to you..
I didn't have the real answer for your question.
but, i would choose A if i can choose but A just came in my dream-same as the title song of this blog..
I realized that i don't have any feeling now..
i hope i can stay in this condition as it will bring more happiness to me..
*i don't want to spend my time to think about that *

I need more time to mend my heart again 

There're still many people beside u all♥♥♥♥♥

Thursday, December 23, 2010


Why you should come into my life???
Why you exist in my dream???

last night dream may brings happiness 4 me, but when i'm awake???
it turns to reality that u'll never come back..
ermmm...wishing that dream will COME again..
maybe it can mend my heart although in a short time..
but, seriously..I'm HAPPY..
I hope that will be reality...huhu :(

Sunday, December 12, 2010


Have you ever promise someone in your life?
You're LYING if you say you never do...
I'll try my best to keep it..
Even though sometimes it will not happen..
but, trust me..I will not forget it!!! 

Can I???

p/s: Please keep your promise because someone will be sad if you're not serious with it

Thursday, December 9, 2010

New skin blog have a new cool huh?
So happy because i manage to replace and update my blog..
miss it soooo much!!!!
<all this time, i'm jealous with my sister because she able to update her blog everyday>
unfair...don't know why this modem act like this to me...what i've done to you??
by the way, starting today i'm not using celcom number anymore..
so, all of you can contact me on my digi number @ maxis @ FB <easier>
you don't have to know the reason but i will get the new number..
will share it with you later :)

Friday, December 3, 2010


Something had been stole by someone...
it's not about personal things or okay???
not related at all...
I want to post something on my fb but that status had been post by someone which is she posted it earlier than me...
you know who you are..huh.. *ngegeh* :p

Thursday, December 2, 2010


Yesterday, i able to check my result for this semester but it's unofficial..but then, i'm a lil bit frustrated...huhu..
it's not the same with my plan.. :(
fell wanna cry...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

1st of December

New month, new life for me...
as others, i'm hoping that this month will bring happiness to me..please..
just let me happy this time like others..I don't need more of it..
I just want to be happy and hoping that there's no one will leave me, us and my family..

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Bad blogger

Dear bloggy, I'm really sorry..It's been quite long that i didn't write anything on you...really bad blogger???
Today is the ends of november, my favourite month...huhu..time is so fast, isn't it?
I'm not update the blog because:
>don't know what to write
>too much to share
>personal matters
>I'm too secretive..kot *_*
>changing mode
>need to share the lorh
>spend time on others

maybe that's was some reasons but i don't think so..maybe it's more about 
I need more time to think about cure the PAIN????it needs MANY time...
so, i'm busy with other things so i will forget everything..but then, it FAILED
It's okay..last day before, i spent my time with korea i remember something that
"don't trust anybody easily, don't fall in love easily"

that's it...I'll try to update the blog everyday... ^_^

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


What do think about chocolate???I mean your 1st impression...
in other side chocolate can be defined as you think so???
In my opinion, I can't stop eating chocolate because it's too lovely...I c.h.o.c.o.l.a.t.e damn much.My favourite is cadbury for sure, others are not bad. I still  if it's not mixed with coffee. Look this!
It looks so delicious...yummy... ~_~

can i have this????anyone give me BIG aaa...

Okay..back to topic. Actually, i'm not talking about chocolate but i'm gonna related with chocolate..are you going to believe what i'm gonna say right now? say YES if u agree..haha

I will not using others but I will specific it to myself so no one will "trasa hati"
i will say that i am chocolate..can i?
can I be the sweet person of everyone???will everyone love @ like me???
am i bring happiness to all of people? but i will not be delicious right?i can't be eaten and i'm not fatty because i'm skinny even I ate too much chocolate..hihi  :)
*you got the answer by yourself..Ask your h.e.a.r.t*

I just noticed that i'm almost like chocolate..muahahaha..
I can be loved and hated by others..normal huh?
chocolate can be melted if it's too do I..
I will fragile too like chocolate if it's been broken. 
chocolate is created by people and it's full of flavors with people's creativity on it and i'm the creation of Allah s.w.t..the best creation among others. But, we're still not PERFECT.
sometimes, chocolate is not delicious because some ingredients are missing and I???is there anything missing?Please tell me.I'm not gonna changed if i don't know what wrong with my personality or my attitude?
come on guys..don't BLAME others if you're not perfect too..just tell the truth with face to face. There's no solution if you continue to talk back of them. Like people always said "tak kenal maka tak cinta" *i only know the "peribahasa" in BM*

this post is not related to anyone. It's just the truth in our life. 
So, think about it. Are you c.h.o.c.o.l.a.t.e too???
Have anyone knew the song of chocolate?
gah..Just kidding...I don't know it either..hihi.. Please inform me if there's any 1 okay?tQ

Monday, November 22, 2010


I want to share something today...Suddenly I remember of this song..I love this song damn much and I often cried if I heard this song. It's one of my fav song..someone had gave me this song in 2008.So, check this out...

You could be my unintended 

Choice to live my life extended 
You could be the one I’ll always love 
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions 
You could be the one I’ll always love 

I’ll be there as soon as I can 
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before 

First there was the one who challenged 
All my dreams and all my balance 
She could never be as good as you 

You could be my unintended 
Choice to live my life extended 
You should be the one I’ll always love 

I’ll be there as soon as I can 
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before 

I’ll be there as soon as I can 
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before 

Before you

Before I closed my blog, I wanna share my day. I'm on holiday lorh..hihi..My bestfriend "Dil" picked me at unimas and both of us spend our time together as other friends can't join sad, but we will go out again with others in next time k..1st of all, we have our lunch because we're too hungry. It's so hard to park the car at the spring because so many people on this Sunday. Then, m.o.v.i.e.t.i.m.e "SKYLINE"..not bad..hehe..
*Before I go back, we dropped in DUN to meet boyos...really miss him..I can't share the photo because Dil haven't upload it yet..come on bebek, hurry up!!!haha :D
Last but not least(before i forgot), hepi bfday to my darl..Endang..u're big girl, don't be too childish baby :)

Saturday, November 20, 2010


No more more paper...It's time to enjoy..
my semester break had started..don't believe just like I've only start my ese paper yesterday..I'm happy that i've more time to sleep, more time to on9, more time to chatting, and more time for e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g...ngahaha :D
my paper ends at 4.30pm..earlier than schedule..i've answer it with full of spirit..
My friends got a plan for me and I didn't know about it..they make a suprise for me..thanx darlss... ♥♥♥
that chocolate cake damn much!!!
I would never forget this day because it's full of happiness that we're running here and there cause they throw so many "flour" on my all body..I've become "org puteh"..huhu..but it's's hard feeling yea! 
After the crazy time, we go out to eat...wanna try the new restaurant.. "chicken restaurant"..not bad but I don't like it too much *honestly*hehe
I ended up with sleeping after I reached and met my sweety and lovely tired..but i still got time to update this blog because i've plan to do so today..i've to be strict to myself, so i will not break promise anytime..hope so..insyaAllah..amin..
gtg, i will go back tomorrow and meet my family again although i just come back yesterday..hihi

Friday, November 19, 2010

Bfday gurl

21 years old???Alhamdulillah...Time is too fast that I've to realize that I'm already 21...huhu...seems like I'm still in primary school...huhu..but never mind..I proud being myself :)
Thanks to Allah because I'm still my parents, family, my dear friends...for all the wishes..I'm really2 happy.and before I forgot, thanks to my sis for the awesome cake..I like it very much :D
Then, I have to go back earlier and go to my faculty to get "SUMTHING" from "someone".
Everything is PURPLE inside and I don't how to thank that person..Thanx a lot for the present..I really2 appreciate it and I think that I don't deserve it..

I love everyone..muah3x...I have to be happy as there are many people love me. I have to go on..and I believe that someday I will get my "happiness".
gtg..last paper (development economics) is waiting for me..and I'm gonna have my revision with my classmate aka neighbour "Hanis Sofiah"@poret gurl..hehe

Thursday, November 18, 2010

~18 Nov 2010~

Today, my sis go to Miri...She offered me last two week to come with her but I can't join them...
huhuhuhu...a little bit frustrated..but, it's okay..
I got something more important this saturday cause I have to sit my last paper..huhu..wish me luck ^_^
I'm too tired today as today is rainy..I'm too sleepy and I end up my afternoon with know what??I'm dreaming just now and I can't continue to sleep as the dream is too scary...errrr...
I just can't wait for this saturday because after this my semester break will start.I got earlier holiday because I don't have any paper next week...great job huh???cause they arrange the "NICE" schedule..haha :D
Goodbye my friends..We will meet soon next semester

Tuesday, November 16, 2010


I wanna go home today for "hari raya aidiladha"...
Another break 4 me..I 4 few days before my last paper this Saturday...
Today is my hard time...2 paper in a day...fuh...
"rs mk t'muntah"
At last, it's over..alhamdulillah..hope I get good result for the paper..
I already try the best...daa =)

Monday, November 15, 2010


Today, my new blog officially created..hurmmm *sigh*
Just follow me and sorry my dear friends cause I've to delete the previous blog..