IMY

I always hope for the happiness

but at last sadness hits me this time~

I really miss you right now

all songs reminds me of you

if i could turn back the time

geez..i know i couldn't do that

I tried to be happy for your happiness as i told you that your happiness is mine too

but that happiness hurts me so much

it's been a years after that time left us

and you already knew the reason

we also can't go back to our old times

please don't blame others or the situation that happened to us

I realized it

i always pray for your happiness eventhough i'm crying inside

you love her so much

but you care about me

i'm doing the same thing but don't blame me if i'm not showing it in front of you or just ignored you

it's better for me doing that than make you worried about me

i'll be okay..do believe in me~

♥sometimes we have to be hypocrite for other's goodness, and sometimes we have to lie for other's happiness ♥

exam

Full day with exams

wahhhh

So suprised and relief too~

Once i entered the classroom, my lecturer stand not far from behind of the door

she gave me a white paper

and i felt like errr...what is this???

Then, i knew that i'm gonna have a test

ON SPOT EXAM

i really like it so much..

I like the questions since we do a lot of exercises =)

I really hope that we're able to pass it (20% tu..bengong)

Then, move to another class at 10am..

"sit" to another quiz ~_~

Quite same with previous class

we doesn't know it because we're supposed to learn the new topic today

It's okay then...

it's our duty to be prepared all the time

After class, we're rushing to new campus for my EPP role play

having lunch at there before going to cais in order to search for "theory" book~

but, after that we're having fun..

movie time and raon2 plus makan2... ~khurafat~ <it's like too late to watch it since i don't have any time>

i choose to be more "quite" this time according to my own condition

and someone talk about my "sensitive issue"

i don't get it..It's just like i can't hear the name

my mode changed immediately

you know what???

i miss you ♥♥♥

as result, i'm really tired and it's raining right now

what i'm going to do???

you knew it better than me...hihi zzzzzzz

♥act positively and your day will turns into the positive way♥

??? M.O.D.E

I realized that i'm being too emotional with my previous post..

ahahahah... :D

but, that person really2 made my day to the worst

I start my day with HAPPY mode today

with full day of classes  

a little bit tired i guess but i'm able to stop myself from sleep 

good job...hihi :))

but now, errrrr~

i've been revise Mr B's subject in case there're quizzes for tomorrow

I should change myself this semester

I have to be strong even i'm not that type of person

I wanna see my mum right now

Oh home sweet home...

<i will not be able to take care of myself with my condition>

will be "there" in few days starting from now on..

hamy, U can do it!!!!

♥Be brave and nothing will be impossible for you♥

%^U%^

Hey you!!!

Don't you ever spoil my mood

U're NOTHING to me okay???

I thought that if we doesn't interfere others matter, it will be the same way to us

But, i wonder that why should someone become sooooo BUSYBODY?

do you have too many time to care about everyone...???

You know what?

You're such annoying person

I don't even know who you are

can you PLEASE get away from my life?

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

DAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOUDAMNYOU

Let me give you a BIG CLAP...

syabash bete....

Wo mei you shi jian yao kan ni de lian

wo hen ni!

Ni yi wei wo xi huan shen qi ma??????????

 i will be nice if you're worthy to get it

 get rid la...

♥be nice to everyone and they will do the same things for you♥

i don't believe those thing anymore

1st time

What wrong with me?

ahhhhhh...

last 3 hours i seem to be the happiest person

i can do whatever i want since i got the "old" me

whether it's not 100% of me but it's better

so messy.. =_=

don't know what to say

as if i don't know how to speak

like a baby that not able to say something i want

speechless........

it's the first time i'm texting you

since i became the "yellow girl"

always the smarter choice<konon>

you know what???

it's feel weird.

honestly!

i don't know~ 


♥sometimes we need to look back so we didn't fall in the same place♥

lazy

I'm sooooo lazy...

don't even want to update blog for a long time..i guess

It feels like wanna sleep the whole time

I sleep after class...

I sleep after having lunch

I sleep after doing my work

I sleep after online for a little time

All i want to do is SLEEP

Looks like i sleep 2-4 times a day

i love it so much :)

I don't even want to do other things

Laziness hits me this time ~_~

sometimes i think it's better for me to stay at home

then, i will not think something that i shouldn't care about

It's almost 2 weeks...huhu

I wanna go back

please give me HOLIDAY :(

♥Feel free to accept the reality then you'll be happy for it♥

no title

My stomach always make me worry

so, i spend more time with food and sleep

hurmmm~

no medicine-left at home

I really forgot about it cause i took it out from my bag that day

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I stay at college this weekend

Didn't go out for the whole day-it's raining

don't want to be sick ;)

Today, i realize that i've to be strong no matter what happen to me

If somebody can do it, why not me???

I will try my best

wish me luck!!!

♥Love the world and the world will love you back♥

p/s:kakakku syg, ku tauk kmpem ko on9 mlm tok..tlong anta brg ku lupk ya..n mun bait hati, tlong beli yg baru kt klinik ya..haha :D

bli jenis yg sma ya..boh slh beli :p

sad mode???

Sad???

Not me okay..hihi

I'm glad that i'm not in that situation yet

So grateful that everything alright in the beginning of this year

Since i cried a lot last year, i should forget the past and turn to "new book"

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There's a number of our family member had left us one by one last year

it's such a hard time to face and very3 hard to believe

Then, i should say that my mum and one of my uncle that both of them are very though person

 i should follow them

every single thing that happen in our life have their own reason

Actually, my friend share her problem with me today

Both of us always share our story

: sharing is caring ;) :

She felt so sad about something

I knew that you missed your late father and sis so much

but, i hope you'll be strong ;)

I understand that it's so hard to forget it all

i'm not gonna ask you to remove that memory cause i knew it was impossible

then, your "special one" changed a lot..

did he???

sometimes, it's better to let them go than we suffer

Sorry to say those thing to you

I've through it all with almost the same situation

hope you understand

be happy since our journey still far away

InsyaAllah

♥It hurts to dream of things we even hate to remember♥

a.s.s.i.g.n.m.e.n.t

Yesterday, i'm not able to update my blog

busy&tired mode ~_~

I've only got 1 class today(9am-10am) since the next class is starting next week

I'm free right now

Will have my "healthy" sleep after this..

haha :D

Today, I've got my 1st assignment

So, another 5 to go for that subject since we will get new assignment for every topic

Chaiyok2 ^_^

For my coursemate:

Good luck!!!

♥Changes will not happen unless we change for ourself ♥  

new semester ;)

At college right now with my room8 n friends..

damn tired...

wanna sleep.. @_@

I'm gonna wake up earlier..

force myself to sleep because I have class at 8am

Begins new semester with new hope and attitudes ;)

Daa..

♥happy.new.year.2011♥

Happy.new.year!!!

Say goodbye to 2010 because 2011 already say HELLO..

I'm not going to write a lot this time..

I'm too tired right now..

Wanna sleep as soon as possible

So, i'm going to share with picture only ;)

my rum8 jue2@ajue :D

hepi new year aunty

may ur fairy tale c0mes true :p

my coursemate@besties: lisa aka lily

hepi n smile owez wif Mr.E 

ngangah enung aka nisa aka ayu 

try to be brave this year..hihi

hope u're happy with qasyah :p

zirah aka mak iti

don't be too emotional & hope u'll meet your mr.right

Ila-coursemate

This year, try not to cry easily :)

I know u're already found your happiness

my "gedikksss" neighbours-hanum & hanis

don't be too naughty this semester okay or i'll pay you back..

haha :D

*Sorry, i can't tag everyone..too sleepy...and for those who sms me, thanks a lot for the wish...i'm very sorry that i'm unable to reply it all..at last, happy new year to everyone and i ♥ all of U..muah3x*

I hope that all of you will always happy in your life