masa 0h masa~

Everyone got their own challenge

me too..huhu :(

Honestly, I don't like this situation at this time

I can't online due to my busyness...

Sometimes I appeared in FB but not all the time

the notification is not working well

sorry for the comment that i didn't reply

blame the hp..

FYP, assignments, field trip and health problem

anyway, thanks to the doctor for the sick leave =)

(at least, I can sleep and rest)

I will post anytime when I'm not busy

But now, I'm busy but I've no idea

I miss my friends but I can't sent any message... sorry

*ada masa kita jumpa..haha :D

bubbye...XOXO

New

I feel a little bit weird since i haven't post anything for a very long long time.

I'm back with a new hope, new hair, new aim and other else.

I'm gonna change my life

I'm so happy for myself now

I realized that I can SMILE to everyone *include the one hurt me*

Cheerful surrounding me although sometimes I cried like a little baby

It's just I can't stop being myself

I always sulking when i'm at home and they will give in to me

I'm used to be in that way..but now, I try to compromise with everyone

but don't take advantage on it

I love being myself right now!!!

really2 love it..

hope it will always be like that

I'm glad that i used to be cried cause that painful brings me happiness

alone

I spent a long of time to be alone <i guess>

It's not that I'm too busy until I didn't have any time for you my dear blog

It's just that I spent too much on fb :)

The truth is I haven't fully recovered

I got sick when I arrived my 'kampung'

As result, I can do many things I 'like'

1. I can't go out <miss my friends>

2. get too much sleep

3. dating with beloved bf<doctor>

4. got many PRESENTS from him (yuckss....bitter oooo)

♥ but there's interesting moment: I get to know that there's medicine in pentagon-shape♥

I prefer to get alone from all people eventhough you are my best friend

*I just don't want to be your burden*

(sorry for anyone who get hurt for my attitude and the messages I didn't reply at all)

when heart can't stop talking

It's been a long long time since my last post

I've been away from "social network" about 2 weeks

spent a whole 2 weeks with training and tournament gave me a "free tinted"

I'm willing to do it as I need to get busier than before

I'm not avoiding my problems but i want to find calmness 

I need time to think about it

I didn't remember how many times that i should say that i didn't know myself

sometimes I get happy but at the same time i'll be sad for some reason

for someone know my stories, thank you very2 much for everything

i appreciate the advices and encouraging words that been given

i'm grateful that i have that opportunity to get know all of you

If i gave a bit of smile in my day when i'm sad, it's all because of YOU 

I knew that i shouldn't make someone that love me sad just because i'm not in my mood

I can't stop writing as my heart keep talking

I really need someone beside me but i don't want to be a burden for them

for this time, i should be independent like before

I can't depend on others everytime

If you give me too many hope, i'll depend on you forever

I don't want to be like that and i know that I can change myself again

I need to stop at here before i write nonsense 

good luck, hamz ;)

at last

I'm waiting for a long time to post on my bloggy

but then, all of the ideas had been vanished by the time

huhuhuhu :(

*cta basi laaa

too much hope

sometimes the reality is not the same as we planned

sometimes it become better

but in the same time we need to prepare for the negative side

not all your wishes will come true

not all of your dreams will become yours

you need to think of others

you can't be greedy

i turned into the "old" me

it's just like yesterday and the moment just now were too fast

until i can't enjoy that feeling

old memories played on  mind

being hypocrite is the expertise

it's all LIE when those bad things that been said to you

karma is EXIST

it's SHOWS the feed back right now

heart also fed up owww

I'm not talking much

but i feel it inside of my heart

SILENT

yup, it's the best due to my condition

can't talk

can't eat

can't do everything that i love 

I'm following your way

people are the same

i'm not gonna believe you easily :p

letter to the heart

what do you feel when you can't do something you want?

what do you feel when you can't say following your heart?

what do you feel when you can't find the right direction?

what should you do if you're in that SHOES?

some presence may bring happiness to someone

but sometimes it brings FEAR and PROBLEM

why that presence choose this time?

 the right and accurate answer cannot be found

Please give the ANSWER SCHEME!!!

confusion is the only answer right now

many things linger your surrounding

the best option that been taken may be the worst for others

it cause they didn't feel what you feel

they didn't know what really happen

choose 1:

cruel to others?

@

cruel to yourself?

@

cruel to both? 

yeah!!!!

they might say you're cruel while you're cruel to yourself

they might say you're bad person while you're nice to them secretly

they might say you hurt the heart while your heart is broken at the same time

what's the point?

it's not useless

bring the happiness to everyone while you're still alive

don't decrease your spirit but you can increase your efforts

  

 just ignore those negative judgement

let them say what they want

let them think who you are

as long as you become your true self 

DO what you think the BEST for everyone

don't keep saying sorry for something you didn't do

You're the best person for your own heart

you know who you are

Cheers for yourself

Please find for your own happiness

don't ruin others life

*Ask yourself who you are

you can find the answer at http://www.deepinsideyourheart.com

u're sooo....

***thanks for everything

yesterday you gave me those simple words

that simple message

those thing calm me down and give a big smile when i wake up :)

it's really impressed me

***you're gone again

emptiness filled my day

can't make time to share that SCARY thing to you

can't hear those MIRACLE message

waiting and waiting

I'm giving your time for yourself

same mistake can't be done this time

i want to say this thing to you (someone gave those pressure)

thanks for making me uncomfortable

yesterday was "hard time"

that expression makes me want to LAUGH

but today it make me want to CRY

it's really SCARED

people are not the same

i'm not the same with the people that you known before

so, don't you think that i will be tricked

(more careful with you)

<my mind is sick>

I'm having insomnia lately

too much to care about

feels like my exam week is not finish yet

hurrrrmmmmm :(

crazy #&$*^$*^

Situation: I have exam tomorrow

Action: I'm staying up to do my revision

Situation: I'm free tomorrow

Action: Still wake up but sleepy

what's wrong with you huh?

finishing time with doing nothing 

what the &#**

hurrmrmmmm...

don't know what to do

my mind is SICK

New Shampoo

Because i can't find the shampoo that i want

i'm trying this brand..

so far so good

i bought the small one cause i afraid it may not suitable for me

i'll buy conditioner ASAP

small one..i'm using this ♥♥♥

big one

conditioner...i want THIS!!!

angry

why?

what's wrong with me?

i get angry easily

:( 

Seriously, i hate myself when i can't control myself

It looks different when i'm changing to another person

you dislike it??? Me too

so, don't make me feel annoying

sad :'(

 having my last "social theory" class today

suddenly something dropped

one of my favourite bracelet have broken...

 memory is the precious thing that can't be bought with money

decreasing

"It" comes again

I think i'm loosing my weight everyday

no appetite at all

i'm hungry but can't eat!!!!

huhuhu..

i think i should take that "vitamin" again

afraid of my "gastric" will come again

i'm not interested with my medicine that been prepared

so, other initiative should be taken

fruits, you'll be my VICTIM 

no other way 

I♥YOU 

FRUITS

fed up

Hate myself so much

can't even forget someone

seriously, i'm give up right now

no hope...

and there's someone still waiting

someone still want to return back

but it's IMPOSSIBLE

i don't have any trust on you again

i'm not taking a revenge 

u're still my friend even though you lied to me

and it hurts me so much

have a good life

*i can't control myself and i don't know why i'm writing this*

oversleep

Due to my stress n busyness, i end up my self in dream world for a long time

hahaha :D

now, i'm having headache

feel wanna sick..

eat lovely durian

<too hard to reject it>

I'm finish with one of the paper for this sem

I'm having 3 part of exam starting previous week

and end up in two days in this week..

done it~

i try my best

♥try to judge yourself first before you point the mistake to others♥

thank ♥ you

Thank you for being the person who taught me to love and to be loved

I appreciate it

I really2 mean it

Please take care of yourself 

 ♥it's hard to maintain your true self but it's more difficult when you try to be someone else ♥

♥070411♥

It's your happy day AH

May Allah bless you and all the best for you

that what i can wish for you

i can't do other else

be happy and be yourself

one thing: please smile =)

sedekah itu penting

I'm trying to change myself

I really hope that i'll be the "different" person

If i have more time, i'm gonna meet you soon

♥People won't appreciate something until it's gone forever♥

0404

Is there any hope for me?

Is there another chance for me to fix it?

Is there any effort that can be done?

I don't have the answer for all of the questions that "linger" my mind

I can't think about it anymore

Hoping that sunshine will appear

♥when you don't give up, you cannot fail♥

A Lil of Relief

Wahhhhhhh...

it's like i'm free from prison

after struggling in 2 weeks

hard works and efforts paid off

I'm so thankful

even though i miss my family

everything makes me feel wanna have a long holiday

and reminds me of something

-060511-

I'm waiting for you

♥Don't be sad cause of something unplanned happen  as no one will know the reason until it happen ♥

Please~

Sometimes it's hard to know your own "friend"

There're certain people who don't know how to appreciate people

If you have the second chance

then use it PERFECTLY la

don't hope for anything else

and PLEASE

don't break your PROMISE

if you told it earlier, i may consider it

Please pity on me

I'll get sick if i *** more

♥Heart is created to be love and not to be hurt ♥

Didn't recognize

Kinda busy...

Kinda stress..

everything hits me at one time until I lost myself

as if i'm changed into another person

lot of things that i have to think and take care of

dear HEART,

I'm sorry that i've hurt you

but you have to sacrifice for me

we can't be selfish and we can't hurt others feeling

I'm really sorry for you because having an owner like me

♥Hurt yourself than hurt others make different way in your life♥

Guilty

This kind of feeling made my day to the worse

I smile for everyone while my heart is burning

Please, STOP it

Looks like that i get into TRAP that i can't go out

it have been several months

don't you fed up?

your effort won't give any result

You're stick with your decision

I'm going to do the same thing

Just give me a chance to start my day without worrying about this

Someone said this: Life is all about option and the best option will be chosen

♥Your best option might not be the BEST for others♥

Fact????

Believe it or not...

one of my friend told me that eye bag is a part of "fat"???

she saying that i'm on process to increase my weight...

*start berisik ke pipi, lak ke bdn*

OMG...is it true???

her resource about the fact of eye bag: NONA...huhu

i'm not able to watch that program today as i have to go to my cousin's house b4 i go back to college

since i'm FLU+FEVER mode, my eye bag will become worse

my tears won't stop

so, of course my eyes will swollen

so, can i say that different people have different cause of eye bag???

 (iklan sebentar)

there are so many things disturbed me lately

study, life, and so on

STRESS 

seems like i'm going to give up but then i have to encourage myself to finish all this matter in this sem

(continue)

tips for EYE BAG *i will sleep more than enough while semester break..haha :D*

so many information: READ this~

http://living.oneindia.in/beauty/beauty-tips/eye-bags.html

http://www.womanjunction.com/topic/eyes/eye-bags/causes-of-eye-bags/

http://facialexercisesguide.com/19/eye-bags-how-to-get-rid-of-bags-under-eyes/

♥Please take care of your own health before your gifts are taken back ♥

♥♥♥congratulation♥♥♥

c0ngrats to:

Kastina 

♥

Mosmuliadie

for their wedding =)

Akad nikah *11th of March 2011*

Sanding Day Part 1 *12th of March 2011*

Sanding Day Part 2 *13th of March 2011*

I didn't have too many pic at last day as i have to go back to college

before that, all of us spent little time to visit one member of our big family at HUS

♥Happiness is too great if you know how to enjoy it ♥

good actress

I'm thinking that i should be an actress right now than being a student

I realized that i have that "talent" for a long time ago

but i just ignoring "them"

Now, i'm thinking of you back

oh, my "talent"

you always follow me anywhere

I'm tired showing my good side

can i show my bad side right now???

I'm not perfect and will not be perfect

I can't control myself everytime you do that to me

I prefer to hurt myself rather than hurting you

but please, be kind to me

I'm a CHOCOLATE than will be melting too

i have my responsible to take care of my OWN HEART that been ignored

t.e.a.r.s>>>>please go away =))

♥always be the best in everything is not good enough♥

I.Need.You

Ya Allah,

Please give me PATIENCE and STRENGTH 

~I really2 need it right now~

♥I accept whatever you gave me if  i could♥

Any tips???

"Are you sleepy???"

"Did you cry last night???"

These kind of questions always follow me *sigh*

Yes, i do like to sleep and cry..

but not all the time

It's not my fault if my EYES born to be like that..huhu @_@

So, any tips to reduce my "swollen" eyes???

but, do you know that i'm proud to have my eyes because you don't have it...hehe =))

♥Be proud of yourself cause it shows your identity♥